Introspections on Pre-Season, Early-Season, and Whatever Season You're Not Supposed to Be Winning In

It's February 12th. Your first race is late February or early March. 2 hours on the trainer 5 days a week has turned into 3 hours, 3 days a week, with a build and 2 hard efforts. Doing power intervals last year, in late December/January, you were fast come March; it was brilliant. But now, between cutting calories and sticking to a training regiment you don't feel fast. Pulling the pace-line at 24mph against a crosswind yesterday was torture. It didn't hurt so much as you felt weak. Like there wasn't any gas in the tank. Lunch and a Cliff Bar 10 minutes before training, isn't going to erase the deficit you've been subjecting your body to for over 2 weeks. Power to weight. It's all about your power output in proportion to your body-weight. You lost 6 lbs in the past two weeks. That's what you wanted, right? Heck, you're not supposed to be fast in February; that is, if you want to be in May. Stick to the plan, cut weight, and detach emotionally from your pre-goal results. Simple as that. Tomorrow is 3 hours and 15 minutes in the saddle. Nice easy pace, 18 average, don't kick higher than 20. You can do that right? Just detach emotionally from your training. Your stomach grumbles; feel like you've got a food craving? Detach emotionally from your dieting. Long training hours killing your social life? Detach emotionally from that. Down? Detach emotionally. Tired? Detach. Sore? Detach. Grumpy? Detach. Happy? Detach. Horny? Detach. Manic? Detach. Depressive? Detach. Cold outside? Detach. Out of milk? Detach. Transmission a piece of crap? Detach. Missing? Detach. The? Detach. Summer? Detach. Sun? Detach.... Detach... detach.

You know what? They never said when you were supposed to reattach.